tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4900505139488199442024-03-08T15:43:42.155+08:00Shiritori: A Spectral Symphony~a collage of poetry, prose and plays; the fruits of experimentations into style and genre~Yvonne Limhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04361877894566746690noreply@blogger.comBlogger12125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-490050513948819944.post-62300479159206931822010-10-27T23:45:00.000+08:002010-10-27T23:45:24.231+08:00FogI stand on the precipice between death and life,<br />
A thin line like the edge of a knife.<br />
Obscuring my vision with fog and fear;<br />
Cold wind strips me of all so dear.<br />
Which way I turn, which path I take,<br />
Leaves me waist-deep in a murky lake.<br />
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Where are you, when your name I call,<br />
My voice echoing off the wall?<br />
All I seek is warmth and light,<br />
But you are nowhere in my sight.<br />
Those promises, do they mean nothing?<br />
Empty words that leave me stumbling<br />
Through the tears, through the pain,<br />
Through the endless pouring rain.<br />
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One last thought, as I lie torn and folorn:<br />
Will you remember me when I am gone?Yvonne Limhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04361877894566746690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-490050513948819944.post-84477260023184977202008-01-02T21:29:00.001+08:002008-01-02T21:30:12.794+08:00[poetry] Raindrops((This is haiku-styled. Simple, elegant, and emotion-filled.))<br /><br />Raindrops all around<br />Perfect image of my soul:<br />Sorrow, pain and fear.Yvonne Limhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04361877894566746690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-490050513948819944.post-38707345081296818072008-01-02T21:26:00.000+08:002008-01-02T21:28:10.977+08:00[prose] The Concert((This was inspired by my junior's SYF competition performance. They got Gold, avenging our Silver. But then again, every other school got a Gold, so what the hell.))<br /><br /><p>Silence hung like a cloud over the auditorium, serenely calm, yet eagerly expecting. Breaths were held, lest they broke the silence. No one moved, no one dared to. The hall was filled with audio darkness. Then, hearts beating synchronised, the orchestra, as one, took a deep breath… </p><p>And played.</p><p>The first note dropped like golden liqueur on a calm pool, casting ripples of emotion through the dark clouds of gloom and tension. The sweet treble sang out clear as a bell, enticing us, calling our names, like fairies luring little children out to play. The bass, deep, strong, lurking, like a velvet curtain, inviting us to draw it aside and experience the mysteries it held at bay.</p><p>The melody started slow and calm. A lament for us whose battle was fought and lost, and whose song was now dead. Music has a soul for us to discover. Most of the people who sat in the hall heard the music but could not draw the soul out from beyond the veil. We whose swan song has been sung, we alone understood. Like shades we lingered, watching to see our dream in the hands of our descendants realised.</p><p>The tempo picked up pace, from mourning to celebration, past to future. The orchestra trumpeted and shouted their triumph even before it was announced. The drums beat out a tune of jubilation in a foreshadowing of the near future. Fiddles and flutes danced wildly, singing their victory song. We ancient spirits smile and nod. We who belong to the past should not be remembered when there was a bright future ahead. The young, whose time was now, should sing and dance, before they fade and become like us, mere ghosts of an old song.</p><p>With loud booming and shrill voices, the song approached its sweet end. We grinned, satisfied in knowing that things will end happily ever after. The last note roared and resonated in the hall, echoing. The note lingered, suspended in the air, then faded slowly, like the waves receding from the shoreline. The last ripples flowed away, chasing as it went, the last traces of doubt and anxiety. We lingering spirits, too, sit back, happy for our descendants. </p><p>We were, at last, avenged.</p>Yvonne Limhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04361877894566746690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-490050513948819944.post-18152126832403769872008-01-02T21:23:00.001+08:002010-05-19T20:06:14.119+08:00[prose] The Eternal Vow((I wanted to write this for a friend who was having trouble in his relationship. It did encourage him... a bit...))<br />
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It is a secret lovers share... A tiny seed of hope that keeps them alive, day after day, in sorrow or in joy. You could be at opposite ends of the universe and still be happy together. For he is, and will always be, an angel, your guiding light. The beating of your heart the fluttering of his wings of love.<br />
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The knowledge, aye, the very thought of this should be the cause of joy in every man whose heart has known the warmth of love, the warmth so strong it can keep a dying person alive, and make a broken man whole. It is a promise, lasting and binding, that the spirits of lovers will always linger together, inseparably, and that no matter where you are, or how far apart your lover is, you will, without a doubt, be reunited. This bond, this rule of nature can and must never be broken.<br />
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This is the love contract... This... is the Eternal Vow...Yvonne Limhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04361877894566746690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-490050513948819944.post-38481057427399175282008-01-02T21:16:00.000+08:002008-01-02T21:18:08.031+08:00[prose] Moonseeker((This piece is inspired by the song in the <span style="font-style:italic;">Phantom of the Opera</span>, "Think of Me". The moon that night was also full and bright, inducing a sense of lovesickness...))<br /><br />The great lord Apollo ended his stroll of the horizons, his flaming hair quenched as he retreated behind the mountains, his fiery warmth giving way to the cool, queenly radiance of the moon.<br /><br />From her pose on the balcony, she watched as the moon began her melancholic dance, her raven hair unfathomable as it fanned out around her, stretching out immeasurably to cover the sky, throwing the world into pitch darkness. She was cloaked in a translucent gown that coyly enticed her worshippers and admirers, as the jewels in her hair winked and twinkled.<br /><br />'Oh lady of the night!' she prayed, watching mersmerised as the moon twirled, her pace sad and slow. 'Hear my prayer; bathe him with blessings and moonbeams. Make his dreams sweet!'<br /><br />But the moon was too aloof to hear. She was but one of hier many worshippers; why would she be obliged to grant her wishes? In the background, the radio played softly. She hummed the melody subconsciously, then, with a passionate sigh of longing, she began to sing with a strong, clear voice.<br /><br />'Think of me, think of me fondly<br />When we've said goodbye.<br />Remember me, once in a while,<br />Please promise me you'll try...'<br /><br />The moon appeared to dance in step with the song. Perhaps, she thought, the moon once had a lover too. And tonight she danced for her lover, in memory of her lover...<br /><br />'We never said our love was evergreen<br />Or as unchanging as the sea,<br />But if you can still remember, <br />Stop and think of me...'<br /><br />By now her voice had begun to waver, shoulders shaking from tears long held back. If only he was there by her side now... She sobbed silently, remembering as she did, his sturdy shoulders. They were not particularly well-muscled, but they had the supernatural strength to carry her burdens, the lightly tanned skin stained with her tears. Oh how she wished!<br /><br />'Think of me, think of me waking,<br />Silent and resigned.<br />Imagine me, trying too hard<br />To put you from my mind...'<br /><br />She could not take it any longer. Drawing a deep breath, she cried out, 'Oh Diana, fair lady of the night!' Suddenly, as though she had heard the desperate cry of this lonely soul, the moon threw back her cloak to reveal her face, sad yet kind, tear-streaked yet smiling.<br /><br />'Yes,' the moon seemed to say, touched by her love. 'Yes, I will grant you and your lover my blessings, that you may meet again, this night, in dreams...' From the balcony, she smiled, peace and gratefulness settling on her face.<br /><br />'Recall those days, look back on all those times,<br />Think of the things we'll never do.<br />There will never be a day<br />When I won't think of you...'<br /><br />'Thank you, lady!' she prayed silently, hands clapsed together, as she prepared to enter her dreams, to meet her lover...Yvonne Limhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04361877894566746690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-490050513948819944.post-21410451813137315812008-01-02T21:13:00.000+08:002008-01-02T21:15:08.512+08:00[poetry] Dark Prison((While not my first dark poem, this is the first that I feel safe posting without anyone sending me to a psychiatrist for counseling.))<br /><br />The air is still and raw,<br />And yet untold horrors gnaw<br />Away the broken mask of happiness,<br />Planting doubt, reaping sadness.<br /><br />She views the world through tinted lenses,<br />Dark whispers and murmurs blind her senses.<br />But the darkness was but an illusion;<br />The black thoughts, the Devil's intrusion.<br /><br />So she sits in the dark prison<br />Of her own mind, her own creation.<br />When will she wake from this nightmare of pain?<br />Or is this doorless chamber forever her fate?Yvonne Limhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04361877894566746690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-490050513948819944.post-81295125758815583572008-01-02T21:07:00.000+08:002008-01-02T21:10:32.756+08:00[poetry] Freedom((I consider this one of my best poems; because it was not written when I was consumed by emotions.<br /><br />It follows a simple structure, each line rhyming with the next. It very much takes on the style of free verse, with exception of the rhymes!))<br /><br />The freedom to be me<br />Not who you want me to be<br />To be the girl behind the mask<br />To cast off my protective husk<br />To write and write, all day and night<br />Without bounds or thoughts of wrong and right<br />The world may stare<br />For all I care<br />They might cast me out<br />Like some IMH inpatient, without a doubt<br />But I shall laugh and cry<br />As the world rolls by<br />And nobody will ever know why...Yvonne Limhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04361877894566746690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-490050513948819944.post-45116075246383916832008-01-02T21:03:00.000+08:002008-01-02T21:05:43.215+08:00[poetry] Time Stops Still((I think this is my first love poem. Written from the point of view of an innocent schoolgirl, fresh in love. Which was what I was, when I wrote this.<br /><br />Rhyming couplets again.))<br /><br />Monday morning, the lecturer drones through his course<br />I doodle on my notes, eyes drooping against my will<br />Suddenly you turn, and my eyes meet yours<br />I start to blush as time stops still<br /><br />I gaze amazed at the frozen frame<br />Your bleary eyes, your half smile<br />Gently I whisper into the quiet your name<br />Wishing this would last for more than a while<br /><br />The magic fades, you turn away<br />I hide my sorrow as reality floods back<br />I wish we could have stayed that way<br />'Cause a world without you is a world turned black<br /><br />The bell announces the lesson's end<br />I leave as the corridor starts to fill<br />On my shoulder I suddenly feel your hand<br />I turn around; there you are, and time stops still...<br /><br />Please you smile for me now and always<br />Stay by me and light up all my days...Yvonne Limhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04361877894566746690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-490050513948819944.post-9675477281080689642008-01-02T20:53:00.000+08:002008-01-02T20:59:08.006+08:00[poetry] The Diary((Another emotional poem. This one was for a friend who was going overseas to study.<br /><br />Notice the rhyming couplet at the end.<br /><br />Note too the almost-equal metre for each line. I never managed to get that right.))<br /><br />Turning the pages of a long forgotten diary,<br />Re-painting in my mind memories lost and broken.<br />Stopping at a fresh page, blank and empty,<br />I pick up my pen to craft a story unspoken.<br /><br />How many summers since we first met?<br />How many winters has your smile warmed?<br />Each moment together, happy and sad, sunny and wet,<br />Kept chronicled in this book, the memories we've formed.<br /><br />But flowers were meant to wilt someday,<br />And snowflakes meant to melt.<br />Just as birds in winger fly away,<br />You weren't meant to stay.<br /><br />If the ending were mine to say,<br />I would cling to you and never let go.<br />But who are we but characters of a play,<br />On stage, waiting for events to unfold.<br /><br />I end my entry with a trembling hand,<br />And close the diary upon tear-smudged ink.<br />Here is where our story ends;<br />Words fail me as I raise my hand and think:<br /><br />"Farewell, fair friend, it is not as bad as it seems;<br />We will meet again in the fabled land of dreams."Yvonne Limhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04361877894566746690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-490050513948819944.post-22573773548749450832008-01-02T20:47:00.000+08:002008-01-02T21:00:55.549+08:00[prose] A Father's Love<p>((This is one of my all-time favourites. Enjoy!!))<br /><br /></p><p>The young child lay in the darkest corner of her room, sobbing into her pillow. Though she hid under her blanket, the thick sheet of wool gave no warmth to her icy heart. Grief had claimed her, and she was numbed to all else. Beside her lay an open journal with a half-written entry, a weathered guitar and a handphone. Writing, music and friends, these used to be her source of comfort, but now, all else failed, and she was left alone in the dark. </p><p><em>How could this happen</em>, she asked the ceiling pointlessly. She had spent half her life and all her energy creating this perfect world, this personal utopia had that caved in overnight, leaving her as broken as her sanctuary. Her fingernails clawed her chest as though trying to rip away the pain from her heart. Tears flowed free as the rain, but they could not wash away all that has happened, or would happen. <em>Let me die now</em>, she screamed soundlessly into her pillow. Sorrow had hijacked her body; she would leave this world of pain and loneliness now. Nothing could change her mind...</p><p>Except...</p><p>The door opened so soundlessly that the girl, so absorbed in her pain, did not hear, nor did she see the light-source, a single candle burning bright, chase away the blackness that swallowed her. He who held the candle walked into the room with such grace He seemed to glide. He set the candle at her bedside and sat on the edge of her bed, stroking her once glossy, smooth hair. He sighed; it hurt Him to see His child in pain. The little girl looked up with an expression of mixed joy and surprise on her face wet with tears.</p><p>"Papa!" she cried, releasing the pillow she was holding on tightly to and flinging herself into His open arms.</p><p>"Papa... I... Oh Papa! It hurts so much!"</p><p>"Hush, child," the Father whispered, His voice gentle as the summer breeze. "I understand. It's alright, it's alright."</p><p>"But Papa! How can You know? How can You understand?" The child's eyes brimmed once more with tears, two fat crystal dewdrops rolling down her cheeks.</p><p>"Trust Me, My child, I know. I have seen you suffer from afar. Now, precious one, will you be willing to let Me help you?"</p><p>In reply, the girl clutched her Father's shirt, her arms being too short to circle His chest. She held nothing back, her Father's shirt slowly growing wet with tears. He held her tight in those arms that never grew tired of comforting His children. His breath, sweet and warm, melted her hardened heart, thawing the numbness in her body, giving her strength and love...</p><p>Finally the girl looked up to gaze into her Father's kind eyes, her heart lightened, her small frame so filled with joy she hardly dared to open her mouth for fear that the happiness within would empty out of her.</p><p>"Thank You, Papa! I feel better now..." She managed a small smile, her eyes alight once more with joy.</p><p>He smiled in return and gently pushed her back onto her bed, tucking her in under the blankets.</p><p>"You're welcome, dear child," He whispered, the words floating above her into the night air. "You're always welcome. I am always here for you. But now, rest well, my child."</p><p>He kissed her on her forehead, took up the still-burning candle, and left her room, pausing only to watch her sleep with a smile on her lips and utter peace in her heart.</p><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">"Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest."</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">- Matthew 11:28</span>Yvonne Limhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04361877894566746690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-490050513948819944.post-41495183554362423612008-01-02T20:29:00.001+08:002008-01-02T20:33:00.285+08:00[poetry] I will always be there for you((Someone once told me that my poetry was straightforward and honest. This is the best example of that phenomenon.<br /><br />It is not obvious, but this is the first of a series of poems that I will write, that partially follow the sonnet structure: 14 lines, with 3 sets of 4 lines following a certain rhyme scheme, and ending with a rhyming couplet. I did not know it then, but I would eventually become obsessed with rhyming couplets.<br /><br />Again, this poem is 3 years old.))<br /><br /><span style=";font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:100%;" >When you are lost and feeling lonely<br />Like the world has given up on you<br />Fret not, I will never think of you lowly<br />I'll be with you as you start each day anew<br /><br />When the sun shines bright upon your path<br />And a smile is lit up on your face<br />I'll be there to share your joy and laugh<br />To run with you and finish the race<br /><br />When you just feel like giving in<br />And wishing for the day to end<br />I will be there to cheer you on<br />Help you back on your feet to stand<br /><br />And I will always be there for you<br />Through the good times and the bad ones too</span>Yvonne Limhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04361877894566746690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-490050513948819944.post-6181942985069830212008-01-02T20:22:00.000+08:002008-01-02T21:10:52.826+08:00[poetry] Last Goodbye<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:100%;">((My first attempt at spontaneous inspirational writing. This was almost 3 years ago. How my writing has evolved from then!))<br /><br />That day you left I died inside.<br /><br />"Goodbye," you said. "Goodbye."<br />The word echoes still in my head.<br />It seemed so full of promise and truth,<br />That we would be together again.<br /><br />At that time you were smiling,<br />And so was I.<br />But beneath my smile were hidden tears.<br />I wonder if you felt the same too?<br /><br />I boarded my train,<br />You boarded yours.<br />As the trains embarked on their journeys,<br />I watched as your face faded to naught.<br /><br />Months later I'm back here<br />To this place where we parted.<br />Your grin is still silhouetted in the shadows.<br />Your scent dances on the breeze.<br /><br />All pretense fades; I cannot hold back,<br />A crystal dissolves the dust, then two.<br />I whisper in the wind, that it might reach your ears,<br />"We will not meet again; this will be my last goodbye."</span></span>Yvonne Limhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04361877894566746690noreply@blogger.com0